I texted you. I want to call you but will you pick up? No I don't think so. So I'm writing an entry in hopes you will read this.
Things have been crazy but you're right. Like I said I shouldn't have gotten into the middle of it. She just felt so uncomfortable and she confided in me and she didn't know what to do anymore. She had told you over and over again but you still wouldn't stop. Then I tried to tell you to leave her alone because she couldn't take it. But then you wrote that entry. Lashing out at me, threatening that you wanted to rip my head or something if you saw me and I admit, I deserved that, that wasn't my business.
I never intended on hurting you or our friendship. We were friends first not me and her. But you do know things got awkward even before this whole deal. It takes a lot to admit what I have now, you know that right? I admit I was wrong and I'm trying to make this whole deal better by apologizing. I know that doesn't mean anything but it pulls a weight off my heart.
Overall, please don't throw your life away. You have so much to live for and I believe you're going to do great things in life. There are people out there that believe in you, you know. Even her. You just need to move forward, or have that little push and if me or her have to be the ones to tell you over and over again that you are worth something then so be it.